Must be doing something right if you agree with me! Ha! I tell you it was so scary to do it. I decided to do it during the day yesterday. Wasnt actually planning to use it so soon, but the opportunity just arrived. I am really scared now for the future. I know that had I continued as things were it would have been bad, (but there is comfort in the familiar, even if it is bad). The unknown is just so........unknown. I feel less pressure now though. W seemed more responsive, so just got to continue GAL, and being the best Steve I can. W still seems to only want to separate, but her admitting that she might talk with me about M problem (even though for closure) is a nice baby step to see. I know she has some worries in work, and today I just got a bout of a bad feeling, so I text her to ask her to call me. I wanted to see if anything bad had happened about her job. She called me back within 10 mins and said everything was fine, and thanked me for calling. Maybe I shouldnt have called, but there was something there, in my 6th sense. She is afraid to get close to me at the moment for one reason or another. She has not comment often on me, my mental changes, or physical changes. I am in better shape now than I ever have been since she met me, losing weight was one thing that she always wanted me to do. Little bit sad she hasnt comment on it. Again just got to continue GAL. I am going to start dance class. It is something we had wanted to do togehter for a while. So I hope that by me going, she will be a bit suprised and hopefully a little jelous.
Thanks again,
Any ladies with perspective out there?
Steve
Me 27 W 30 M 2yrs/ T 5yrs Expecting our first child Sept 08 warning bomb (has feelings for someone) 21/12/08 I found out about OM (by snooping) 14/1/08 Living together.
