Yeah, it was definitely easier not to "take care of him" when he wasn't living here. I guess I didn't really know of his problems. That is definitely something that I need to change about our relationship.
So yesterday he said something about maybe just getting a job waiting tables for some money until he could find something better. He seemed kind of embarassed by this but I told him there was nothing wrong with that...he really does need some income as he is running out of money. So anyway i asked him if he was going to put in some applications today. He said "well, I thought i would wait until Saturday so you could go with me." Why would he wait?? It is like he needs me to hold his hand. I just think that is strange.
Today I was thinking about our anniversary and how that is going to go. Valentine's Day is not that big of a deal to me, it never really has been. I have just never really gotten into it for some reason. But...shortly after that is our anniversary. I just wonder if H will even say anything about it. I guess I need to remember that whole no expectations thing right?
