Thank you for responding to me Snodderly, with everything that you have going on, you are truly remarkable and much appreciated.
My H is quite a piece of work. The first year I of this "crisis" H was the angry WAS. He blamed, spewed, lied etc. Now, this year, I don't know what to think of him.
There are still times when I think he is manipulating me. Cake eating with MOW and I so he has a fall back plan in case things don't work out with her.
It is nice to have him offer to do these little things, but I wish I knew his motivation for it. It is hard to accept when I feel like there is another motive.
I know I put too much time and effort into the MOW, but I just wish I knew for sure what their status was. Maybe then I wouldn't be so suspicous and could be more accepting.
I will try to keep letting him help me. I know he feels bad when he can't. The other night when I had my dad watch d12 while I went to s15's meet, h apologized for not being there. I told him I understood, he had to work.
So, we shall see what the weekend will bring. I will be so busy with the kids and swimming, so I know that I will not be dwelling on him.
I just wish I saw a hint of progress or a baby step I could believe.
