I have some good news! I got a part, actually 2 parts in the play I tried out for! A supporting role as Mrs. Upson, and a cameo role as a Dance Teacher where I have to do some crazy dancing apparently (in Mame) and I'm in the chorus.

I am shocked too, b/c when we had our 1st rehearsal last night the others had Theatre degrees or said they had been in plays since they were 4, so I was the only one that had not been in a play! So I feel maybe a little like What did I get myself in for: with the whole singing, dancing, and acting? But it will definitely keep me 100% busy over the next 2 months which is great and what I wanted.

I also have noticed H doing some nice things for me lately, like yesterday when he thought I was sleeping he came in and adjusted the little heater in my room I use b/c he thought it wasn't right (our 100 year old house is freezing when cold!). And when I was using the car yesterday for errands, he had pulled it in backwards for pulling in supplies, and yesterday, he pulled it out for me so I would have an easier time getting out of the driveway. Those are caring things he also really hasn't done for me before, so I thought maybe they were signs of progress, and signs that my DB'ing have paid off.

But then, more rollercoaster, as H told me last night he was going to be going this weekend with the OW on a weekend trip! I didn't say anything just left and slammed the door and went to bed as it was 11 (very mature of me!.) So I guess those signs of progress I thought I was seeing are just my imagination, or am I guilty of being impatient as Theoden has warned me about? Can someone comment on this and give me someone else's perspective? For some reason it is so easy to see what is going on in someone else's life, but at least for me, I have tunnel vision about my own life for some reason! Karen43

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