Thanks Jeanette....I dont know how to answer your questions though. I actually have come to the conclusion that even if my H comes home, I dont think things will work anymore. Not because I dont want it to, but because he doesnt know how. He never will. I really would just like to forgive him for everything and be his friend. I find I am more at peace with it all if I do talk to him. I have to do what is right for me.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10