I am so confused, not sure what hand I am playing

[Snow White]

I am very shaky today, I am not sure how I am going to make it through work without crying. The last 2 nights my H has been so miserable he is like someone I have never met before. I have not engaged him either night which is a bonus but other than that there is no pluses. He just seems 100% unhappy with life. All that and we are getting up tomorrow morning to drive to Disney with my parents for a week. I am concerned that this is going to be the nightmare of my life. I have been repeating over and over in my head be the greener grass but it is hard to keep smiling. I know I am preaching to the choir but I just had to talk this morning.