You are right, I need to remember that he can take care of himself. I'm just not sure why I am like that with him. I just always run to his rescue. I know I have to work on that. I actually think that may be part of all of this. He needs to do this on his own.
I did go to H's tonight to watch Lost. ...Then we ML...which was initiated by him!! Like I had said before, there was no reluctance this time. It was just different. I felt closer to him than when we ML before. There was also some cuddeling afterwards, which there hasn't been much of. A good night all in all.
