Sleep,
Hard not to be hopeful after that. But I like that last line of yours...no expectations. I've read a lot of sitches on this board, and MLC is friggin' roller coaster. You might be coming to the end of the ride...or cresting the top of a really big drop...

If I were you, I'd continue to deny her your essence. Stick to drinking spring water and pure grain alcohol, Mandrake.

Bomb

Me: 51
W: 50
M 24 yrs
EA: since Apr 06
S22, S26, S28
ILYBNILWY:Nov 07

"It's only after we've lost everything that we're free to do anything." Tyler Durden