I did go out with friends tonight. It was fun. I swore I wouldn't think or talk about H. I slipped and talked about him once. I got home and the first thing that popped up on the computer was a damn YOUTUBE song that he emailed to OW. True Companion by Marc Cohn. Great song. Just a sh*tty thing for me to have pop up when I get on.
H emailed a few times later today. He asked if I was going out and who I was going out with. Just when I step away, he comes running asking who/what/where. He doesn't want me anymore, but seems like he still wants control of me and what I do.
I miss D3 so much. I knew I'd miss her and she's been away before so I didn't think it would hurt this much when she went away this time.
Well, time to make a few phone calls and take a hot bath and relax.
Have a good night.
Sheila.......I'll do my best to remember that every day should be my day.
SueS
ME: 42, H: 42, D6 Together: 18 yrs. Married: 15 yrs. Attended Retrouvaille - December 2009 Status: Working on it day by day