Three MAJOR things happened this afternoon;

W called me after school because she wanted to see kids, WHILE I was driving kids to see her. No biggie, but we are getting "in sync"

Met her at her place, she took S, I took D. As I was geting back into my car I caught her "looking" at me.

She called me a couple of hours later to se what we (D and me) were doing.

She dropped S back off at my place and said she was going to get a bite with a GF. I said, I'm jealous, she began, well you could..... I interrupted with, "Na, I've already eaten"

The finale; She then asked if she should cut her hair back the way she wore it a year ago. Said the style she has now "isn't working for her". WHEN HER CRISIS BEGAN ONE YEAR AGO SHE CHANGED HER HAIRSTYLE. SHE IS REFERRING TO RETURNING TO THE HAIRSTYLE SHE HAD WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER. She then asked me, "what do you think?" I told her I always liked her old hairstyle, it was unique and very stylish and she looked great in it. I can't help but think this comment by her was symbolic, Freudian, coded, or all three.

I must now focus on having no expectations.


"Fear is the mind-killer" Muad'Dib
Me 53, XW 44, DD 14, DS 12
Bomb and OM 12/15/06
Separated 01/02/07
Divorced 05/13/08
X married OM(OMH) 08/2009
Married 06/09/13