I think I'm done

[ms ladybug]

I went and saw an attorney today. No papers have been filed, but the threat is always on h's tongue. So, I just had concerns that I needed addressed. Here's what I think. IF we get divorced, financially I'll be alright. The threats that h will take them to TN for 6mos a year (he wants 50% custody) are BS! Since we've seperated, he's had the kids maybe 3 times, and never for longer than 6 hrs. So, his delusions that he's going to get 50% custody, and take them to TN when he moves...not gonna happen! He's setting a precedence right now for the outcome of that. She suggested that I document every time he has the kids so I can show a mediator if he asks for 50%.

Aside from that, I'm OK. Another fight last night, nothing new. He goes back to work today, so I don't think I'll hear much from him for the next 4 days, which is always nice.

Why do I want to save my marriage? Why do I want him back? I ask myself everyday...I guess I took my vows seriously. I guess my kids deserve us giving our all.