peace- I keep saying it but it is so true how we are in the same place right now.
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I said I would like to talk not now maybe in a few days..let me know when is a good time for you h said talk about what??????????? as if we have nothing to talk abput right I said we have some things to clear up ..ket me know when talk will work for you and left it but I feel I got the answer and there will be no talk he knew I meant D talk he had this look on his face- like not now -cant go there he isnt ready to D and he doenst want me to file either I know it it doesnt mean he wont D eventually just not now I sense I need to let go now until I know im ready or I see a real shift in him I feel his over working could keep him from dealing with the M issues- he avoids it clearly
Let go, let go, let go!!! Don't push for the talk...it will get you no where. This is hard...we want movement...we want progress...but they aren't ready. When your H comes over, don't try to analyze him...can you try to think of him a just one of the kids friends coming over to visit...or the friendly neighbor. Don't focus on him and what he does because it will just drive you CRAZY!!!
So, what are you doing for you now. My kids are gone this weekend so, I think I might go a day hike this weekend with a friend...or something like that...I think the weather will be good. Maybe I will try to catch on some movies, reading and I still have lots of walls to paint. I konw you get the idea...Live for you...live for your kids...try to pay no attention to that guy that stops by your house all the time...right now it is pointless if you do.
