I think that is when most of the backsliding happens. it is from all of the pent up emotion that we hold in trying to play happy all of the time and WHAM it hits and watch out!!!
I have backslid once big time and really almost took H'as head off over something that should have been let go but oh well.
No one is perfect (in reality that is).
Glad to have this board thought to vent.
GLad to see your well Cat.
JAK
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez