it's just wierd she has come right out and told me that she doesn't want a d that she just wants time apart to fix are selfs. she said that she needed to know that i could do it on my own. I told her that after 7yrs she should know i can do it on my own.. this is not me gloating or making her sound bad but... at 17 i graduated early was living on my own paying my own rent car ins bills you name it. my mom really taught me to be pretty responsible and instilled that in me throughout my life.. when me and her got together and we found out she was pregnant i told her she could quit her job i would take care of us. I have always been the one the takes care of the finances, the cleaning, the laundry all the outside stuff mowing, planting flowers you name it. the only thing she had to do was cook. but with me doing all the other stuff left me little time to spend with her and the kids but if i didn't do the other things it wouldn't get done. her friends and family really are not there for her right now because they all love me and can't understand what she is doing.. We talked the other night and she told me that it's hard to talk to anyone because they all idolize me because they all think of me as a good man who has done nothing but been there for her. that same night we set in the car and talked for about and hour and for the first time we were spilling our guts about our feeling and it was very emotional for both and be for i got out i told her to come here and we hugged and both of us just lost it and then the next day she was treating me like [censored]... i think are problem is that i was trying to hard to stay close to her and she told me that she wanted time to relax hurt us. all of her friends are single friend and i think she wants to feel like that again.
