RIGHT NOW MY W IS LIVING WITH HER MOTHER AND I AM LIVING WITH MINE. WE ARE ABOUT 2MILES APART. WE ALTERNATE NIGHTS WITH THE KIDS. THE SEEM TO BEING DOING OK. MY OLDEST IS HURTING. SHE HAS BEEN WRITING ALOT MORE NOTE LATELY. SHE DID ONE THE OTHER DAY THAT MADE ME JUST BREAK DOWN. IT SAID " I LOVE MY FAMILY. I LOVE MY MOMMY AND DADDY AND I HOPE MY MOMMY GIVE MY DADDY ANOTHER CHANCE BECAUSE I DON'T WANT ANOTHER DAY." TALK ABOUT A DAGGER TO THE HEART I KNOW I'M SUPPOSE TO BE STRONG FOR MY KIDS BUT I COULDN'T THAT NIGHT I CRIED LIKE A BABY..
MY W AND I ARE DOING ALITTLE BETTER WITH TALKING TO EACH OTHER. I TOLD HER THAT IF ANYTHING I WANT MY BEST FRIEND BACK AND THAT WE DON'T HATE EACH OTHER AND WE CAN ATLEAST TALK LIKE FRIENDS IT DOES GOOD MOST DAYS TILL SHE MAKES COMMENTS TO ME THAT HURT THEN I GO ALL MUSHY ON HER...
WELL THE OBSESSION THING WAS I JUST COULDN'T GET HER OUT OF MY HEAD I HAD TO BE WITH HER AND IF I WASN'T I WAS THINKING BAD THINGS AND I WAS TRYING TO FIND HELP ON A FORUM OR SOMETHING LIKE THIS WHERE THERE IS PEOPLE FEELING THE SAME AS YOU AND CAN HELP YOU THROUGH IT.. SHE ACCIDENTLY POPPED UP THE HISTORY ON THE COMPUTER AND FOUND WHAT I WAS SEARCHING FOR AND FREAKED...
