Tired and giving up

[LuvMyHusband]

Good morning,
I think I need to change the name of my thread. I'm tired but not giving up. I certainly feel like it sometimes! I have been wondering about something. My H has taken steps to reassure me that he is not in contact with the OW any longer. It's hard to believe as he has told me this before and then I'd find out later that he was. I have asked but then he has also volunteered the information. What I'm trying to figure out is if he isn't, then why doesn't he come any closer to me?

I know he's not feeling well, his blood pressure is dangerously high and he hasn't been sleeping well. He's also seriously depressed. I have scheduled a doctor's appointment for him on Monday. I'm hoping when he starts feeling physically better that the emotional will follow.

I do know that my H is the kind to withdraw when there is confrontation. I am doing much better but at times when I'm afraid I allow my fear to override my good sense.