i wonder, what to trust. yes, feelings change. but why i would trust my feelings of wanting to be with my h and as a result making a goal to work on our relationship more than the feeling that i can't stand being with him and then the goal would be to end our marriage.
FK, I would guess the thoughts and feelings regarding commitment to Piecing the M will oscillate. I understand your ambivalence, given your situation.
It will be interesting to hear once those thoughts become clear, why you are choosing to work on the M.
Exercise will help a great deal. It gives us a break from a spinning mind.
CL
CL 53 W 54 M 20 yrs. 03'-09' Separation + Old Patterns + GAL 10-14' Piecing
"The Master allows things to happen. She shapes events as they come."