All Hope is lost/Help - Part 2

[Evie]

i'm feeling really down today.

H seems very distant? I know to 'act as if' and visualise, but it doesn't stop me from feeling that i've done something to upset him? He may just be very tired.

I feel as if i'm not in control atm. He seems to be sending mixed signals for instance he contacts me all the time and seems to take his cues from me and now he's not contacting me at all.

I'm really anxious about the holiday as well. I'm going to try and keep it all light and upbeat, no R talks etc etc

Any advice most appreciated.

X Eve