Well done Seek.

Enjoy your break, the change of scenery and air will do you good, more than you think. Does H know your away?

I've also been giving the rituals a lot more thought. More thought about creating more for my kids and creating 'memories' for them.

I haven't written in my journal for a while b/c i've had the time to do it here. But I cut out snipets and glue them into my journal.

I'm trying the 'act as if' and 'postive attitude' behaviour atm, especially as H seems to have become more distant recently.

X Dis

P/A confirmed 5/03/08

03/08 H said affair over, I dont think it is, h still doesn't want marriage

T: 13
M: 8
D:20 & 17 from Previous M
S: 8 & 4
BS: May 07 ILYBNILWY
S: 13/10/07