BA Once again you are incredible. I have no idea how you manage to hold it together while your H is acting the way that he is. You are going to be OK, in fact it really cant get any worse than it is now, living in limbo land. Your H is so incredibly blessed to have you by his side.
How worried are you about separating? What is your biggest fear at the moment?
I cant wait to read your success story one of these days, how exciting will that be! You are an inspiration.