Saffie!! I've missed you! I'll email you soon. I hope you're doing well.
Joie, always nice to see you pop on. Yes, the alcoholism is hard to deal with. I understand your feelings of wondering if it's how you want to live.
Rob, Well, I'm not ready to give an ultimatum. I guess it's just that at times I feel like I'm ready to separate at the very least, just to get away from the pain. I don't know what it's like to separate so I can't say that it would be easier. I just know that it's hard being here with him everyday and I've had a really tough time being able to even things out for myself while watching him go up and down. Does that make sense?
Hi Mark!! Thanks to everyone for the birthday wishes. Just a few hours left and I'll no longer be in my 30's!!
I did go out and do something for myself tonight. I've been wanting new glasses for a long time. I love myself in contacts, but I had to do the practical thing for now and just buy new glasses. The contacts will come soon. I do like the new glasses though, smaller that what I have and much lighter. Now to get a new hair cut.
SueS
ME: 42, H: 42, D6 Together: 18 yrs. Married: 15 yrs. Attended Retrouvaille - December 2009 Status: Working on it day by day