I think he really has moved on. The thing is, he's not into the mushy showing affection and I need that right now. When he was scared that I would end it he was right there but now it's all good in his eyes.
He doesn't say ILY daily but he used to more than now and that tells me he's still out there as far as connection to me goes. I guess it's still going to be a while and all I can do is wait and see. So much has gone on in such a short time with his Dad and now trying to take care of his Mom that he needs a break from all of the pressure I feel too.
Yep, Vertigo stinks.
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez
