Everything will be alright, for you. You will become a stronger, better, healthier person.
Will your H make it out of the tunnel, I don't know.
Will your marriage reconcile, I don't know.
But you will be better than ever.
Me: 46 H:44 Together: 25 years Married: 20 years Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07 OW: EA began 2005 PA began end of 2006 3 children,20, 16, 6 ex asked for forgiveness 01/16/11