Its been awful here. Still the ice treatment from H, either refusing to speak with me or being mean. I BOO BOO'ed big time. I meant to send this text to a friend:
"Something is going on with ___ (H). he is being horrible to me. D6 got sent home with a fever this morning. I am picking up D3 then dropping her off and leaving the house. Might go to the library".
Um, I SENT IT TO MY H!!! lmfao!! I can laugh now, but you should have heard me gasp when I realized what I did. I think my finger broke trying to 'exit' the text. he he. H wasn't even mad when I told him I meant it for someone else. However it did get him talking when I got home.
He is accusing me of dragging my heels with this D, denying its going to happen, not doing anything. I pointed out what I have been doing and H couldn't name one thing he is doing. He admits he is totally messed up right now, but isn't backing down from the D. He actually said I am getting my punishment (an unwanted D) for being a bad wife. I met with an atty this morning (interrupted because I had to pick up D6) and he said it would actually work in H's favor to move out, the judge would see he was willing to remove himself from a stressful situation for my sake and the girls. He suggested a few 'routes' to get him out quickly (things like giving him $10,000 right now and putting in the D the rest of the house will be settled at a later date, coming up with a temporary parenting plan with the agreement that he leaves the house, etc). H seemed fairly open to these, he actually said he is ready to move out.
This is so happening. He is a complete mess. And he is taking it all out on me. Everything is my fault. I need to be separated from this.
