No Expectations 4

[peacetoday]

Thanks you guys
NG
My hybrid is ok..they changed the battery and its so far fine
ill keep you posted
UD,SH
thanks ..
I know you guys are right
My H will give me nothing and probably tell me to date as well
he seems happy every time we talk like today when D got him on speaker he seems fine not like before- his voice isnt depressed/low anymore
That bothers me..i used to think once I saw the depression that would confirm MLC and either he would returen or not
now that seems liked its passed with no thought of return
I know he isnt done maybe hes stuck
Maybe some other R is going well
I dont know why he seems happy

I know I have to put focus on mr
Ive got alot to do to..some things are very good in my life in fact he is the only downer in my life
so why cant I let go
maybe its the 1 year mark like SH said
maybe I expected a miracle
maybe I thought all this change and db would bring him back
maybe I thought I would give up and move on and I cant
I certainly didnt expect nothing like it is nothing
thansk for bring there
peace