as he just wants it to disappear =================== You said it, that's all my H wanted to do, be far away, even another state (well, he technically lives in another state now, lol) but I hear you, it's the "I can't take it anymore, earth, swallow me whole!" thinking.
You guys are together and he wants his M, he is just having a hard time finding his way, doesn't really know how the R will work, prob is pretty scared. Got a new thread, you are welcome to come by
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.