I too am really struggling this week. maybe it is the winter wearing on us.
it is all so hard... wouldn't it be easier if they just dropped off the earth?
Although I do not want to D, I sometimes am really ready for it to be over. Then the moment passes and again I am standing.
I wonder how I can expect H to make big decisions when I am so undecided myself.
I see tiny tiny baby steps from him. Tiny positives...then nothing or back to negative.
But still no hopes from him
They all say that they do come back...but do they?
M41 H42 D17 Adopted N14 M22 T24 "Bomb" 4/07 Sep 8/07 Admitted OW 11/07(only to me) OW back 12/4/07 PA on off thru 7/08 says done w/OW but not coming home 8/08 D final 7/09 Moving on and up!!
