The tears that didn't happen at the motel last night (even after she departed)sure seem ready to flow now.
Here goes another crack at sleeping. Not even with a sledge hammer I think.
Just another person to add to my evergrowing list of people who do not, can not, will not understand me. Nothing sinks me lower than that feeling. I have known this and feared it would happen yet again and yet I got M and never would have dreamed we both didn't believe in real true love & commitment.
