Wanted to add: I am very frustrated with myself for letting H's rants/mood affect me so much. I was crushed that he treated me so rudely today, and I should be more detached than that. I am still thinking "What happened? Why is he so mad?" when I shouldn't be. Mad at LWB......
Hey, lady, there's no call for being mad at yourself. Stop that. You're a loving, caring human being in a very difficult situation. How else would you expect any normal person like youself to take the bad behavior from your spouse, the one person you took vows with and opened your heart to? If you figure out a way to not let it affect your mood, without becoming a cold and callous person (or stark raving insane), you let me know, okay?
