When you said "My close friends are relieved because ever since I found this site, I don't go through every little detail with them anymore. I know they are so tired of me.. " I too have had to stop talking to most people, apart from my best friend and my sister in detail, people just dont understand that it can dominate your thinking so much..but yet they would if it were a death. For me, the suddenness of it ending is like a death to me. You saw the death of your normal family life and now hopefully, you are experiencing a rebirth? I wish you luck on Thursday!... Ali x
Me:40! H:37 Together: 12yrs IDLY & left 11/07 ADs 03/08 OW 8/08 Reconciled 05/09 now married! my thread