She's gone...I'm devastated, but hopeful

[minkerman]

I have decided to change things up. I am ticked off with her having all of the power in this dance. A couple of interactions this morning, and things she said this past weekend made me realize this.

And I am certain that she has gotten used to it.

I will start to take some of my power back.

-I am going to start showing my confidence up front
-I am going to stop telling her my feelings
-I am going to keep quiet about my changes
-I am going to hint that it's going to take both of us (not just her) agreeing to get back together, if that's where we end up
-I am going to stop calling her as often

This is all being done under the umbrella of "doing a 180".

I'm pissed off....at her, for doing this to us, and at myself, for hanging up my balls, just to appease her and hope that she comes back to poor, snivelling me! No more!

Nothing nasty here, I'm just taking back what's mine. My confidence and my dignity.

I'll let you know how it goes!