Thanks for all the support everyone. I think I mentioned the other day that my mind and the logical part of me knows what to do. I need to open the door and either walk out myself or tell him that it's open for him to leave. The heart is still dragging it's feet on getting that done. This time that D3 is gone is probably the best time to have any R talks. I'm trying to get in with my C too. She's on vacation.

H called me just a few minutes ago to see how my day is going. He told me that he's wishing he hadn't gone out on a "school night". He's tired and not feeling well. I said, well, you shouldn't have done the Yagerbomb shot at the bar. Gee, guess what? He doesn't remember having it. His response was a laugh and....what?, I did a Yagerbomb! Guess that probably means he doesn't remember what we talked about either. He just told me that he'd see me in a little while. He gets off a little earlier today.

SueS

Last edited by SueS; 02/05/08 09:08 PM.

ME: 42, H: 42, D6
Together: 18 yrs. Married: 15 yrs.
Attended Retrouvaille - December 2009
Status: Working on it day by day