First of all you're so right. You only have these final months with Luke at home and you wouldn't want to miss a minute of it. This is time you can NEVER get back. So sit back, relax, put your feet up and listen to a little Moaroon 5 or whatever.......
Next Fall is the start of the rest of your life or at least the next chapter. As fig said there ain't nothing wrong with contentment and putting the focus on your son!
Have a great day and remember there are no replays.........