Sorry to hear that things are not going well. Clearly, you have made some significant changes and deserve much better.
I would suggest that you read a book called "Crazy Time," by Abagail ?. It is about the ups and downs during separation and divorce.
I noticed that you posted at 2:16AM. Are you sleeping ok?
If not, you should see a psychiatrist who can help you through this very difficult period. They can also prescribe meds to help you with anxiety and sleep issues. It really has helped me.
I have had a lot of ups and downs lately. My anxiety and depression has passed, but each morning I wake up a bit sad thinking about what might have been.
W and I are having breakfast this morning and then she is driving me to the airport. I believe there is a slim chance of reconciliation. I feel so sorry for my daughter, she is 7 and deserves so much better. We all do.
