Hanging on to what I believe in!

[ba065]

Hey all:

Sorry I haven't posted to your threads since last week...I apologize. I have allowed myself to get too wrapped up in my own sitch and that is extremely selfish. I hope you will forgive me.

H is in a very bad place emotionally. I'm worried about his health and well-being. He's crashing and I don't know if he'll be able to pull out of it. Emotionally, he is empty and doesn't even have the will to fight back anymore. I'm not even sure how he's managed to get himself up, dressed and to work...at least today he was able.

I saw him take an AD today...good thing, although the dosage he is on is so minimal, he won't notice that it helps. He also took 4 Ibuprofen for a foot injury and 2 tylenol PMs to sleep and a full dose of Nyquil...catching a cold...so if he wakes up tomorrow not all hung over from the meds it will be a miracle in itself.

Please pray for us...there's nothing else I or anyone can do. It is awful to have to sit idle and watch someone you love go through this. I feel so helpless and powerless. I've said it before...but if I thought he'd be happier without me in his life , I'd gladly walk away...so he could LIVE and be HAPPY again. I don't think even MOW could snap him out of this funk.!!!

Bless you all

Hugs!

BA