Well, W has been nice to me this evening. We havent had much interaction, but she did make dinner...and called for me to come downstairs to eat several times. That sounds pretty weird, but, as bad as it is right now, I guess thats a positive. She seems so 'done' that she has no emotion to me, wont really listen or look me in the eye if I talk to her. She's putting out a big effort to treat me like one of the chairs in the family room.
Other than that, no conversation really.
I'm working on the dictionary. But, I'm so put off by her interest in partying and seeking out guys right now that I dont want to deal with her.
She has totally rewritten our history. I'm not sure how she is going to fall in love with me again if were living in different houses and she's saying right now that I'm not the right person for her, never was. I just dont see it right now. She's going to find someone else and proove to everyone she can do it and that she made the right choice. Thats what I'm afraid of.
