Thanks everyone. Today was rough. Again, nothing to report but it was just a down day.
I think part of it is these boards. I read about the interactions that everyone has with their spouses. That there is some communication (good or bad) regarding the situation. Movement one way or the other. And we have none. It is this huge wall between us and we don't discuss it. We avoid it. It seems so different from what I read on the boards here. I think I have the textbook definition of a WAS. He just doesn't look back. He just doesn't care.
But I will be fine - I do recognize today for what it is...just a down day.
And, Peace....I've picked my road. Just hit a pothole today. I'll drive over it and move on...