It's been a busy last few days. Finally got my Clock Hours done so I can renew my real estate licence. Finished up making a LOT of bead stuff for my mom to sell at an upcoming show. Celebrated my bday with my family. ("Real" bday is tomorrow.)
Went to H's last night. I mentioned that the family had come over to my place to celebrate my bday and he was like "oh yeah- what day (meaning 'of the week') is that?" I said Tuesday and he said "oh. I'm busy that night. How about we celebrate on Friday?" I said that was fine by me.
Then we talked about Costa Rica-dates, pricing etc. He pipes up "Costa Rica will be your birthday present from me." I say "oh, your presence in Costa Rica is my birthday gift?" and he says "no- I'll buy the tickets." ok-Cool.
He had made a few changes regarding the pics on the bookshelf. He did remove the ones of us as a couple, but did put up one of the two of us with DD. (It wasn't there before.) The poster in the den is still up. I said that my toes we freezing and he told me where my slippers were. (Under the bed-which I knew, of course.)
Okay-so here is where I am conflicted. I went to use the restroom and by the sink was this sheet of paper that said "Things I want to do" at the top. It had stuff like "write great songs" "come out of my shell" "exercise" "wake up early" etc. Also had "enjoy life--enjoy the "single" life" and the coup de grace "Find and Know Love".
*sigh*
The spinmaster in me says "well, that doesn't mean he can't "find and know love" with me". Obviously, right now he isn't feeling all ooey gooey about me, so what do I expect?
OTOH, wth?
Me-43 H-46 M 12 yrs 7/09 T 15 2 grown kids bomb 7/05/07 H moved out 8/04/07 11/22/09 told him I quit;let's get ball rolling Mid Dec- he isn't sure he wants D End 2/2010-Starting to consider piecing
