Yes, the weddings suck. I was also the matron of honor in the one that I have been to...which means I had to stay the entire time. It was bad, but this next one is going to be REALLY bad. I will see a ton of people I know, who will no doubt be asking about my H. That is 5 months from now though...so who knows, maybe H will be with me.
No, I haven't talked to him. I was really hoping he would call me this weekend, but he didn't. He is comfortable talking to me in that friend sort of way. I guess I will try to give him a call after work today.
I am really thinking about bringing up counseling again today. I had brought it up back in November and he was willing to go...but that was when he was wanting to work on things...now he is confused again so I am not sure if he will agree to it. Any suggestions on that or should I hold off?
I am just really feeling like I am at the end of my rope right now. Maybe it was the trip, maybe it was the wedding talk, or maybe I am just impatient. Hopefully it will pass, but right now I am really feeling like I may be close to done.
