my t appt is on wed. usually i go every week but last week he didn't have an opening
to tell the truth, there is only a very small part of me that wants to go to see my h. it's like there is no fire in my soul, only coals that are still warm and no spark. when we talk i have to stick to this little part of me that still cares so i would not destroy what we have.
all this time i was dbing, gal, pma, - i was driven - and now he is back and i have no strength/desire to proceed to next step.
me, h - 40+ m-20+ s, d, ss - 20+ s, ow, pa since 04.2007 h back and forth 01.2008 - 05.2008 h decided to be w/ow 05.13.2008 http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=1415899&page=1&fpart=1
