Tough weekend, this was my first full weekend seperated from W.
She comes by sat night and we talk, she tells me she has been talking with another man, nothing is going on but they are just talking and she wanted to let me know. I didn't handle it well, set back # 475 and counting..
We talked again on Sunday, she called.. I dropped off my dog before going to a Superbowl party, we talked some more, actually had a good talk on Sunday. But she is driving me nuts with the revisionist history of our marriage. I had to hear about how romantic her friends husband is towards his wife, which is complete BS because I know them both and they have their problems also. And why we never did anything romantic or fun..
Woke up this morning just plain lonely and tired. This life really sucks right now. Think I am going to call and go see a counselor and see what they can do to help..
