Thanks for the encouragement Woog. You're right in that I don't know what she wants to talk about. I just have a really bad feeling about it. Although she wants to meet at the house to talk, so maybe that's a good sign? Or maybe it's not, in that she's so detached from me and everything that we built in the marriage that the house is just another place.
All I know for sure is that I'm going to drive myself nuts in the next 28 or so hours. I'm going to be so nervous before she gets here. I know that I have to stay positive and calm, but I can feel myself falling apart. Today was the first time that I've cried in the past couple weeks. I cried because I'm so scared of what she's going to say. I guess that I'm not detached enough, but how do you stop yourself from caring?
Me: 29 W: 28 T: 10 M: 7 No kids 2 Dogs and 1 Cat With Parents: 09/16/07 Apartment: 10/13/07 Back Home: ~2/16/2008
