wow, our H's must be twins, I sort of went through the same things right around xmas, him getting intimate w/ow around that tiem, got jerked around by my H who just couldnt' get himself to cut it with ow, ow clinging to him for dear life and fighting tooth and nail to keep H. I totally understand you hon, it hurts so bad to be yanked here and there, your H like my doesn't really know what he wants, he acts on whim, ml with ow prob without thinking what that does to you, they just don't understand the horrible pain it causes us to hear that the did it.
Well, at least you guys will have time to think, I think his trip couldnt' have happen at a best time, he needs to really think things through, you need time to heal and to put yourself together and remember you deserve respect. Just me, but I wouldnt' just fly out whenever he wants you to, I know you want to, but he needs to know not everything will be played out on his terms.
Do you have a T? now would be a good time to go or start seeing one. Take care ))
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
