Hi peace- I am sorry you are down today but kiki is right, it is sooo normal...for all of us going through this anyway.
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It has pushed me to grow and understand more- be compassionate and alive than I can ever remember being
I think about this too. Pre-bomb I had moments feeling the monotony...feeling like "is that all there is?" I have to say that going through this, I have a new found appreciation for all of the blessing that I do have in my life...there certainly is very little monotony now. We now live wondering what the future has to hold...but we have need to know that no matter what, we will have the strength to be okay.
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my s6 was hanging on his dad too in pool and playing just like he used to with my H I rarely see H playing with kids like pre mlc
I believe that your H will reconnect with your kids regardless of what happens in your M. It may take time but have faith it will happen. You know your H loves your kids...eventually he will see that they need him and he will step up.
You know in your heart and soul that you are doing the right thing by standing. Patience and compassion...can we ever have enough? I know how you feel about wanting and needing a partner...but don't be scared...you are going to be okay. Try not to think about what is missing...you know to focus on all the good you do have.
Patience...patience...patience...after all, good things come to those who wait...no idea what those good things will be, but we deserve something REALLY good things, right? Actually, as we have already talked about, I think we are already getting some payoff...it is all a matter of perspective.
