You are. You're taking things personally again. I didn't say anything that was meant to be personal.
And no, I'm not 'peachy keen'. I'm better, and I don't need to be 2x4'rd because I don't post how 'better' I am in detail.
I always appreciate posts that have some bearing on my questions. Too many times I see posts that do not, and are often based on an incomplete picture of myself, and of my situation.
So, As you said 'why bother posting?'. Good question. In the past I was trying to share my experiences so that I and others could learn from them. That no longer seems to be a good idea because too many people seem to think I'm angry and bitter and obsessed with trying to control everything. I'm not.
So, I'm going to stop posting. It's actually hurting me more than it's helping me right now. Thanks for the support I've had so far.
Frank
Nice, Frank. Add "become as ass" to your list of things to do, have you?
Every single person that has posted to you has done so in an attempt to help you. Some may not have known all the details but damn if they didn't step in and offer their thoughts and well wishes, applicable or not. You have responded viciously more than once lately and I recognize it because I ALSO DO IT when I am feeling hypersensitive. This isn't a case of the pot calling the kettle black, it is a WARNING.
Let me tell you something I notice about you, when you start doing the "work" on yourself (as you have), you tend to get a prideful air about you. I am sure if it is noticeable on the board, it is glaring at home.
Check yourself, your humility and your bitterness ASAP because what I am seeing ain't pretty and I don't care if it pisses you off that I said so. In fact, I don't care how you respond to this post and I will not be back to check so have a great day.
One tip for you since you don't need the board's responses, make your subject line "JOURNALING". That lets everyone know that you don't expect or want replies but are just processing some stuff via the written word.
Again, check yourself.
It might be a b*tch but it's better than you BECOMING one.
