Just a quick update. We had a GREAT weekend. FW was quite the handyman around the house and put up new shelves in my pantry and laundry room as well as a closet organizer in S5's room.
Watched the Super Bowl together last night. No big party for us this year, but I was perfectly fine with that.
It was actually as close to a perfect evening as can get for me. We laid in the bed together. D9 crawled up with us for a while and we all snuggled together enjoying the game and the commercials.
I had my head on FW's shoulder and just felt a great sense of peace and happiness laying there like that. It was nice.
My D9 walked down front at church yesterday morning declaring that she would like to be baptized. It was great. She's talked about it for some time now and we finally found a good church where she could go down and do that. She's going to be baptized next Sunday morning when all the family can get in town.
SPOM - I'm glad my post did you some good. I know when my H would talk of divorce I would get very emotional and teary and just think the worst and it helped me to come here and read of those that said the same thing that had since come home.
ANM - I emailed your post to FW so that he could read it. If he has any insight I'll let you know (or he can). I'm a firm believer in prayer and signs from God. It's what helped me keep my patience during some rough times. I'm very glad that your husband went to be with S32. Actually who knows what goes on in their brains though? I think your faith will tell you if it really means anything. I may not mean that he's coming home anytime soon, but it may just be that God wants you to continue standing. Who knows. Just continue to pray and ask Gods' direction and you'll be fine.
BFM
There is only one person who could ever make you happy, and that person is you. David Burns, Intimate Connections
