well said Catfan. van Gogh was a very troubled man but saw many things that others did not in his mind and with his canvas. Right now I am to new to this pain to think past it. I ned to get to a point where I can be still and think properly, I hope I get to this point soon for I am really hurting and not thinking properly. I need to trust and love but it is hard when someone is trying to hurt you as bad as they can.
