I don't know how that happened. I guess the moderator thought this thread would be better in this forum. I originally put it in the WAS forum to get attention of current or former WAW's. If you guys can still find the thread then I guess it doesn't matter what forum it is in.
I ordered the books that you suggested. I have to say that I am really working hard on my R. I wish my W would contribute even one tenth of the effort I am putting into our M. It appears to me that she feels like going to the MC is enough. I think it is a start, but man, I am really scrambling here to try to figure this out.
I don't want to lose my family OR my W. I really can't say anything, all I can do is try to show her that I am worth another try and that I am worthy of her love again.
I apologize for going on and on tonight. I have just had a bit of a frustrating day and W decided to keep the boys so I am home alone with the dog and need to vent.
I made it through today and I will get up tomorrow and do my best to make it through another day. I include you in my prayers and hopefully I can be there for you, MMB and so many others who have been there for me.
-B
Me-45 W-34 T-5 M-3 1/2 s-10 s-12 ILYBNILWY 12/26/07 Sleeping away from home at friend's house(because she says she can't get any sleep otherwise) 1/14/08 1/25/08 We tell kids she is moving out
