Peace - can you even imagine only visiting your kids for a couple of hours every weekend?
And my H didn't throw himself in his work. He threw himself in his "play"....his friends, his collection, his fun....
I hate when I am feeling like I am today. The old "it's not fair" feeling. H wants to buy a house - a rather large and expensive house. I will need to move to a smaller house that I can afford. So the three of us will be in a smaller house and he will be by himself in the big house. I supported him until I left my former job (the majority of our marriage). Now that he is doing well and I no longer support him, he has no more need for me.
I know....I have the girls and that is what is important. I just get this feeling at times and have to wait for it to pass. Sometimes I have to work very hard to not get bitter.
And sometimes, I just don't feel strong enough to work hard at this anymore.
