Today was ok. I went to work this morning when I got home family still asleep. I lit the fireplace to warm up the house... fiddled around my shop a little. When son finely got up and got ready we went to my MIL house to prune her roses... (Kept thinking who would be doing it next year). But before we went there we HAD do go look for puddles to jump with the jeep. (This hurts getting my nice black jeep all muddy but son loves it). Then I went and pruned the roses while son went in and visited Grammy... Then we went and played three games of pool.... I called home to see if W wanted me to pick up take out and she said yes do we stopped and picked up some Mexican. (Food). Then we saw another mud puddle that we HAD to jump and came home... W was not in a good mood today. She is working on the computer to try to get one of son's games to work..... Youngest D called and said she was having problems with her roommates..... She was thinking of moving back home or to her Grandmother house (my Mom's). W said that her room was turned into an office and it would be difficult...I was thinking we may not even be here.... It is so hard for me to plan anything beyond tomorrow. I hate living like this. It’s like Russian roulette.... you just don't know how long you have before that loaded chamber is going to come around. Son want me to start building his tree house, I have cement work that needs to be done.......The talk will come soon, from the books I have read it should be centered around me wanting to move on in life and I would like wife to be by my side. But she is free to go. Free to call the OM but we must then end our relationship. I am good either way.... I will be hard at first... Giving up so many of my material things but..... I have tasted freedom...Next time some good looking woman asked me to go hot tubbing I will have an answer for her. 1. I am very flattered but I am married. Or 2. Let's go.....
W just cam in and said she is setting up the slide show of her trip to one of the ghost towns I am going to see. Sooo I will catch up with ya all later
Bye Dr Love husband
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know